I hardly think things matter anymore. I'm so confused. I'm coming so close to ending everything, but will that really do any good? I'm in pain, and I've hurt others at the same time. This isn't good for any of us, but leaving is just taking the easy way out and it would'nt be a good solution, either. I wish I never got so into this, but I love so deeply and I think they're sincere when they say "i love you, too." They're incredibly hard to live with, but I believe they'll be worth everything, even this. It can't get much worse than this, I don't think.