I should really see a doctor. I've been really tired lately, I can't sleep at night, I'm always cold, I hate these intense and unending cravings for random foods, and I lost like, 6 pounds this past week from doing nothing out of the ordinary.
What the heck, man? Where is this sudden unhealthiness coming from!? I'm not doing anything wrong, I swear! D:
But I have been trying to combat it. Coffee and tea to energize myself, with stretching regularly to help blood flow throughout my body. And I've been striving to sit up straighter to achieve the same effect. I got Piplup back yesterday, so I should be able to sleep better (if I actually had time for it). I've been dressing appropriately, with more than a few layers just in case I forget how cold 65 degree weather is. I carry candy and junk food in my super over sized bag to munch on during class, and sometimes I don't even wait until lunch to eat my rice and stuff.
Maybe it's my fault. Maybe I should stick to having a bedtime instead of secretly playing FFX for the Nth time at night. Maybe I should just invest in a good jacket instead of cardigans. I should chew gum to trick my stomach into thinking that I'm eating. Maybe I should really stop going into so many Martials Arts periods to work out. :P
But what if... I have something wrong with me? Like what if it's another blood problem again? What if I go to the doctor and she tells me that I'm depressed and recommends a therapist? AGAIN? Maybe that will convince me that there's something wrong with me. I think I need help.
What the heck, man? Where is this sudden unhealthiness coming from!? I'm not doing anything wrong, I swear! D:
But I have been trying to combat it. Coffee and tea to energize myself, with stretching regularly to help blood flow throughout my body. And I've been striving to sit up straighter to achieve the same effect. I got Piplup back yesterday, so I should be able to sleep better (if I actually had time for it). I've been dressing appropriately, with more than a few layers just in case I forget how cold 65 degree weather is. I carry candy and junk food in my super over sized bag to munch on during class, and sometimes I don't even wait until lunch to eat my rice and stuff.
Maybe it's my fault. Maybe I should stick to having a bedtime instead of secretly playing FFX for the Nth time at night. Maybe I should just invest in a good jacket instead of cardigans. I should chew gum to trick my stomach into thinking that I'm eating. Maybe I should really stop going into so many Martials Arts periods to work out. :P
But what if... I have something wrong with me? Like what if it's another blood problem again? What if I go to the doctor and she tells me that I'm depressed and recommends a therapist? AGAIN? Maybe that will convince me that there's something wrong with me. I think I need help.
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